Ack.

Paralyzed by the fear of my own vulnerability
I almost abandoned you

Though I could delete this
the feelings were still things I needed to
work through - so fuck, it. ---

Be a little embarrassed
Be a little vulnerable
Be a little juvenile

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Here I am again - raw and shell-shocked
from the experience
of separating from you

Lying bare and open chested
my wounds on my sleeve
heart heavy

... And it felt like a new morning
but the day is a repeat of the past

Yes, I understand. I understand.
Space is just a necessary thing

I know we got things to work through